Between Rain and Ripening

While life Stateside begins to slow for winter, here in St. Croix the pace is quickening. Fall and winter are our busy months, visitors arriving, holiday parties unfolding, fruits ripening faster than I can harvest them. The rainy season is in full swing; the orchids are blooming, and both the Java Plum and Coco Plum trees are heavy with fruit. Some of the mango trees, stubborn and generous, are still producing too.

I’ve started gathering mahogany seed pods for future art projects, each one a small promise of what’s to come. The seasonal residents will soon be back, which means restaurant reservations will become competitive sport. And yet, all I want to do is nest in the studio. I have nine works in progress waiting for my hands, plus a handful of new ideas elbowing their way to the front of the line.

I had hoped to spend this season reflecting on growth and gratitude, but truthfully, I’m feeling overwhelmed. There’s a certain kind of fullness that comes with this time of year, a lushness that’s both beautiful and demanding. The rain feeds everything at once: the fruit, the flowers, the ideas, the obligations.

Maybe that’s its own kind of gratitude, to be overflowing with possibilities, even when there aren’t enough hours in the day.

Fall 2025: A Season of JOY and Reflection

This fall, my work is on view across Newark NJ, White Plains NY, and San Diego CA, each exhibition exploring resilience, transformation, and the power of joy.

At the Newark Museum of Art, Classic LBD and Boa Quill appear in Newark Arts Festival: JOY (Oct 8 – Nov 2) reimagining the “little black dress” as armor against microaggressions. Nearby at Express Newark, Power Puff with Black Racing Stripe turns bad news into joyful resistance in Pure Joy (Oct 8 – Nov 26).

My work also joins Meltdown: A Changing Climate at ArtsWestchester (Oct 12 – Jan 11, 2026, a collective reflection on ecological and emotional endurance and Interpretations 2025 at Visions Museum of Textile Art in San Diego (Oct 17 – Jan 10, 2026), celebrating the expressive language of fiber.

From Newark’s vibrant energy to the quiet tides of St. Croix, this season is about finding JOY in resistance, beauty in change, and meaning in every thread.

I Make Meaning

I’ve come to understand that my work isn’t just about creating objects. It’s about memory, materiality, and spirit. Everything I make; wrapped, woven, knotted, scavenged, stitched, or adorned, is a form of testimony, offering, and witnessing. I don’t work in isolation. I work in collaboration with community, ancestors, with land and water, with discarded things, with stories people have tried to bury.

My relationship with spirit has never followed a straight line. I was raised Unitarian and only recently learned that my father served as a Deacon in the Episcopal Church. That discovery reframed things I didn’t know I was carrying. And earlier this year, when I traveled to Rome on pilgrimage with McCarty, I received a series of quiet but undeniable signs pulling me toward a deeper, more embodied practice of faith. Not about labels, but about ritual, remembrance, and devotion.

I don’t separate that calling from my art. My materials, marine debris, fibers, beads, plastics, hair, ephemera are more than tools. They are archives. They hold grief, joy, migration, violence, survival, and protection. The transformation isn’t about erasing what was, it’s about uncovering it and letting it speak in a new form.

My practice is also a form of resistance. I confront microaggressions and the everyday cuts of bias through the act of making. Knotting is meditation. Weaving is reclamation. Wrapping is healing. Vessel building is ancestral technology. What some see as trash, I treat as evidence and essence, of impact, erasure, resilience, and spirit.

I am a community builder as much as I am an artist. I don’t create in isolation, I create in relation. Through workshops, mentorship, storytelling, and gathering, I make space for others to root into their own narratives. My studio residency, Sky Garden STX isn’t just a place, it’s a sanctuary in motion, a land-based altar, a future site for remembrance and making.

In the studio, intuition and ritual live side by side. A shell can hold memory. A piece of rope can hold history. A found object can become a portal. I don’t see my evolving faith as a departure from anything I’ve been, only as another thread in the braid, intertwined with ancestral memory, folk wisdom, and the quiet instructions of the materials themselves.

If there’s a throughline in everything I do, it is this:

I remember forward.
I work with what others overlook.
I build from what has been broken.
I create portals where stories can live again.

I don’t just make work.
I make meaning.
And I make room, for what has been, what is becoming, and what is calling me next.

Classic LBD & Boa Quill

This October, I’m honored to share two deeply personal works, Classic LBD and Boa Quill, at the Newark Arts Festival 2025: JOY. Both pieces reflect my ongoing exploration of how beauty, adornment, and protection intersect in the face of microaggressions.

  • Classic LBD reimagines the iconic little black dress as armor, turning a fashion staple into a shield against the daily cuts of bias.
  • Boa Quill asks: If I adorned myself in a feather boa made of zip ties, would you still come for me in the same way? Here, materials usually associated with containment become symbols of defiance and resilience.

These works connect to my larger practice, including the Blackity Black Blanket Ladders, woven monuments of reclaimed materials that honor Black resilience by transforming the weight of microaggressions into visible, collective testimony. Together, they stand as reminders that what was meant to harm can also be reshaped into protection, beauty, and joy.

Blackity Black Blanket Ladders

Interpretations 2025 

Dates: October 17, 2025 -January 10, 2026

Location:  Visions Museum of Textile Art; 2825 Dewey Rd #100, San Diego, CA 

Blackity Black Blanket, ladders and emotional baggage cart installation Blackity Black Blanket Library Drape 10 ‘x 5’ Recycled commercial fishing net and black 4″ zip tie blanket on antique library ladders. 96 x 24 x 16 in 2023

Blackity Black Blanket, Ladders is part of a larger installation composed of handwoven blankets made from over 500,000 zip ties. These sculptural blankets envelop every piece of furniture in a studio apartment—transforming a chaise lounge, dining table, and four chairs into tactile monuments of resilience, resistance, and protection. In this piece, ladders wrapped in dense layers of zip ties become symbols of aspiration burdened by the weight of bias and systemic friction.

This work explores implicit bias and the complexities of unproductive dialogues around sensitive “isms.” Implicit bias is a universal human experience—not a moral failure, but an invitation to self-awareness. Recognizing bias doesn’t make someone bad; the key lies in what we choose to do with that awareness. This body of work viscerally portrays the relentless impact of microaggressions. The ladders—tools meant for climbing—are draped in heavy, fur-like armor that both conceals and reveals the tension of attempting to rise while being held down by invisible assumptions.

The blankets themselves are not vessels of rest or softness; they are armor. A second skin. Bristling with a fur-like texture, they warn as much as they protect. Constructed from a material commonly associated with containment and restraint, the zip ties are reclaimed and reworked into something that defends, disrupts, and demands to be seen.

The installation reimagines what it’s like to live with microaggressions—so persistent that their sting becomes disturbingly familiar. In this space, even pain is woven into the fabric of daily life. The irony is that the discomfort, the tension, begins to feel like home. This work doesn’t offer easy comfort; instead, it challenges viewers to sit with that discomfort, to confront their own biases, and to join in the collective work of empathy, equity, and healing.

Power Puff, Black Racing Stripe Emotional Baggage Cart

Created from plastic New York Post sleeves woven onto a gold-spray painted, reclaimed shopping cart, this work transforms bad news into a symbol of Joyful Resistance.

Theda Sandiford Power Puff, Black Racing Stripe Emotional Baggage Cart Bike reflectors and bell, paracord, Fresh Direct bag yarn, doggie poop bags, plastic newspaper bags and plastic grocery bags woven on gold spray painted recovered shopping cart. 36 x 40 x 24 in 2021

Joyful Resistance reclaims spaces and narratives once dominated by oppression, flipping the script to reveal beauty, connection, and empowerment in the fight for justice. It is the practice of holding space for hope and vision in the face of adversity, celebrating resilience, and imagining a more vibrant, inclusive world through creative expression.

Mummy Bear: Ritual of Remembrance

Wrapped in Memory

My father called me Bear.
Each year on my birthday, a Teddy Bear arrived in his hands, a small ritual of love, a thread tying us together.

Then came the forgetting.
Dementia unraveled his memory, his personality, his knowing of me. The year the ritual broke, I wrapped one of his bears in cloth and yarn, sealing love inside layers of fabric. That first act of mummification became a meditation, an attempt to hold what was slipping away.

Since then, I have bound bear after bear, each one heavy with memory. Each one a vessel of grief and tenderness. Each one a tether back to him. By the time his eyes no longer found mine, six Mummy Bears stood as witnesses, silent guardians of our bond.

On Thanksgiving 2024, my father left this world. Yet the ritual endures.
Each year, I wrap another bear., to remember, to weave him back into my life.

My Mummy Bears are not toys.
They are offerings.
They are prayers.
They are the shape of love, surviving loss.

To wrap a bear, is to wrap my father back into being, to fold time, memory, and grief into a form I can hold.
He remains with me, thread by thread, bear by bear,
forever my father,
forever his Bear.

Lenore Tawney: A Glimpse into Her Studio

Lenore Tawney redefined how we see textiles, lifting them beyond craft into the realm of fine art. Watching archival footage of her in her Coenties Slip studio in New York City, circa 1960, long before I was born, feels like being granted a window into history.

Technology allows me to sit here decades later and witness her world: the light streaming in by her favorite chair, a feisty cat chasing stray strings, drawers of yarn meticulously sorted by color. These small, intimate details make my heart sing.

The clip also stirs memories of my own time in Jersey City, working in my 150 Bay Street studio overlooking the Hudson River. Like Tawney, I found inspiration in both the view and the rhythm of everyday studio life. Her practice reminds me how the simplest gestures, thread, light, and place, can transform into something transcendent.

Newark Arts Festival 2025: Finding JOY Together

I’m thrilled to share that I’ll be back in Newark this fall for Newark Arts Festival 2025: JOY, and I couldn’t be more excited! This festival is always such a special time to reconnect with friends I haven’t seen in far too long and to celebrate the incredible community of artists and supporters that call Newark area home. If you’re planning to attend, let’s definitely link up.

My celebrations kick off in style at The Gold Ball on October 8, 6–11pm at the Newark Museum of Art. From there, you’ll find my work in not one but two powerful exhibitions, each embracing JOY as a creative force that sustains, uplifts, and sparks transformation.

Newark Arts Festival 2025: JOY

📍 Newark Museum of Art (49 Washington St, Newark, NJ)
🗓 October 8, 2025 – November 2, 2026

  • Classic LBD & Boa Quill
    • Classic LBD recasts the iconic little black dress as armor against microaggressions.
    • Boa Quill poses the question: If I adorned myself in a feather boa made of zip ties, would you still come for me in the same way?

Newark Arts Festival 2025: Pure Joy

📍 Express Newark – Paul Robeson Galleries, Main Gallery (Third Floor, Hahnes Building, 54 Halsey St, Newark, NJ)
🗓 October 8, 2025 – November 26, 2026

  • Power Puff with Black Racing Stripe Emotional Baggage Cart is an Emotional Baggage Cart adorned with soft, vibrant plastic pom-poms that transform weight into play, joy, and resilience.

🎉 Opening Reception: Thursday, October 9, from 5pm onward
Gallery Hours:

  • Festival Weekend: Friday 12–5pm, Saturday 12–5pm
  • Regular Hours: Mon–Wed 12–5pm, Thu 12–8pm, Sat 12–5pm

At Newark Arts Festival this year, we’re centering JOY, that golden state of being that connects us to our shared humanity. JOY is resistance. JOY is healing. JOY is transformation. My work joins many others in asking: What’s your JOY?

I can’t wait to celebrate, to see familiar faces, and to bask in the joy that art brings us all.

✨ Will you be there? Let me know, I’d love to catch up.

You’re Invited: Pure Joy Opening at Newark Arts Festival 2025

I’m excited to share that my work will be part of Pure Joy, Newark Arts’ inaugural group exhibition at the Paul Robeson Galleries @ Express Newark. This landmark show celebrates Newark Arts Festival 2025 and brings together over 70 visual artists exploring joy as a creative force.

Pure Joy highlights joy not as fleeting, but as a catalyst for resilience, hope, and connection. Through painting, film, and mixed-media, the exhibition showcases how artists transform joy into an act of resistance, love, and cultural celebration.

As Audre Lorde reminds us: “Once we recognize we can feel deeply, we can love deeply, we can feel joy, then we will demand that all parts of our lives produce that kind of joy.”

✨ Please RSVP (free) to join me for the opening reception and festival weekend!

Opening Reception: Thursday, 5–9pm
Festival Hours: Friday 5–10pm | Saturday 12–5pm
Regular Hours: Mon–Wed 12–5pm | Thurs 12–8pm | Sat 12–5pm

Let’s celebrate joy together!